I’m always so self conscious about EVERYTHING , but when i drink (not heavily) i feel so good and not all up tight…and i can finally converse without thinking what the rest of the people are thinking about me. Is that my true self coming out?…Is the alcohol helping with my anxiety? and, should i get professional help for my anxiety. It really gets in the way of my making friends…and keeping them. pls help…I’m really starting to think there is something wrong with me, but then again I know I’m a great person, beautiful on the inside and out.